New year New goals...

Yes I realize that we are almost a month into the new year but I think that you should really think about the goals that you are going to set and you can't really do that in December because there is just too much going on.

This year I am going on a bit of a health kick.

Partially this is because well when I got on the scale and it said 223.4 pounds that is way to much for my height.  I get all winded going on stairs and I do that probably 10 to 12 times a day on average. There are some days when that is way lower and then days where that may only cover the morning.

I got in a little late on it but there are a few of us at work that are all in on this. They pitched in and bought a scale that we keep upstairs And once a week we are going to weigh in. Hopefully this will be the kick in the pants that I need to lose this weight.

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What day is it?

That seems to be the question around here is what day is it? It feels like an endless day and it is way early for that kind of feeling. I have run over my limit on Internet again this month. I'm not really sure why or how. Only in the last three months has this happened and it is growing on my nerves. At least I know that there will be a reset on Sunday night which means I won't be off too long and that is only if I don't decide to go over to my mom's and anger my brother. Because obviously being on Pinterest will just suck the speed out of wi-fi. 

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So bored....

Saturdays around this place are feast or famine and today is the latter. Yep, sitting around looking for something to do. Pouncing on customers like the crazy perfume ladies at the mall. Or those people that have the kiosks that will chase you down to try and sell you something you don't want or care about. 

Days like today are the kinds where things will go wrong. I am currently trying to optimize the boxes of junk that I have in my office. Trying to pack things up in bundles for people to buy on the spur. Mainly just nuts and bolts from prepacks and things that have fallen on the floor and gotten left behind. Happens more than you think. At some point I need to get the broom out and sweep out underneath my desk because the last few weeks have consisted of me pushing anything on the floor underneath it at the end of the day because I have been too tired to care about sweeping. I really need to get one of those steam mops to clean the floor behind my desk because there are a whole rainbow of colors. And my wallet from Wet Seal has made my purse and the floor look like Tinkerbell exploded. I think that glitter even got inside the sealed of pack of fruit snacks that I had the other day. I didn't even know there was one in the mall until I got a whole mess of stuff from there for Christmas. It was all nice except for the glitter fairy in my purse. 

Well I have to get back to work try to make some money.

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New Year...

Things have been a little hectic lately and I've found other distractions than taking the time to blog and think and muse. Well I've been thinking and musing but not much of the blogging thing. I am pondering the thought of a month without Facebook but I'm not so sure how that will go.

Right now I am trying to recover from inventory and a severe desire not to do anything. I would like to sleep, listen to music and play on Facebook, which would be okay if I were actually interacting with my friends but alas I am kinda addicted to playing Pioneer Trail. It is not easy to just quit playing because I have all these missions to complete and I get prizes and some are on a time frame. The ones on a time frame are currently getting under my skin because some of them are not very realistic goals or they change, there were a few I had until the end of January but now have less than two days to complete and I'm pretty sure that January is not over just yet. Which means that they will be rolling out missions geared for Valentine's Day and that stinks. Then every time I finish a mission they give me three more or there are more parts some of them are six or seven parts long. 

Sorry just a bit of a rant. Just a Boy doesn't understand it. I am happy to say that Just a Puppy is getting back most of his hair in the long and slow process of a month of every other day baths and believe me he doesn't like it. He is suffering from a bacterial skin infection which is much better than having mange which would have effected the other dogs. So every other day we go to my in-laws, take him inside, wash him with flea shampoo first, then the anti-bacterial and wait 10-15 minutes with that on and if you have never dealt with a soapy puppy 10-15 minutes might as well be two hours, then we rinse, blow dry and then give him oral antibiotics. The difficulties associated with this include Just a Puppy's over protected Catahoula leopard wanna be mama, Sassy who has taken to standing over him when we show up and poking people by which I mean me in the stomach with her paws. Inside we are greeted by a Shih Tzu puppy who thinks he can fly, Hotch and a pug who could care less, Tater.  Hotch really only wants to know what is in Just a Boy's arms more than anything. He usually spends bath time being pathetic outside of the bathroom door moaning and whimpering until we come out or someone entices him to come to the living room. Hotch thinks that anytime the front door opens he must be there to greet you. 

Getting in the door at my in-laws has to be done in steps. Usually one of us stays behind to distract the outside pups from trying to go in especially since the inside pups want to come out. Once the screen door is open you are trying to keep two out and once you have the inside door open you are trying to keep those dogs inside. It is equally complicated whether you try to do this one person at a time on entering or as a group. If you have someone new to the group though we have to break it up. Hotch doesn't understand the etiquette of greeting people. That you must let them enter the building before you start freaking out that you don't know who they are and you want to be best friends with them and tell them all about yourself. And he will continue to try and dance with you and pounce until you acknowledge that he is there.

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Christmas...

I was talking yesterday about Christmas at my Grandma’s house and the memories that I will have forever the memories that will stay with me and no one can take them away.

Some of the memories are quite vague but I love them none the less. Some of them I know that I have created from looking at pictures of Christmas’ past but others were never in pictures they are only in the fading memories that I force myself to try and remember to keep them from completely fading out.

Christmas at my Grandma’s  always meant that the five of us would all have matching pajamas, but this could have been for anytime of the year. They were always homemade and I can remember being called away from playing for Grandma to measure a piece of elastic for the shorts that she would then write our name on the end in a fine point sharpie before letting us go back to playing. One set in particular is memorialized in a picture of me and two of my cousins standing in front of the refrigerator with those pink spongie curlers in my hair. Now I realize that my hair is much too fine to hold curls of any sort no matter how much hair product is in my hair and how much heat is applied. I know that in the office closet at their house there is a suitcase full of that material, pink with small white strips in a soft stretchy material as well as yellow and white that my cousin Jody had. I was always jealous of him, I wanted the yellow pajamas more than anything.

Everyone in our family has a stocking that Grandma handmade. One of those felt pieced together kits that you can buy at the craft store. All are different. There is resentment too. I wanted the one that was a train made out of candy…I got a green one with Raggedy Anne and Andy, the same one Jody has. I want a candy train. They have been in multiple rooms and they always had the best presents. They were in the office for the longest time. Then pinned to the curtains in the dining room, and then onto the breezeway curtains. Now they are wrapped in tissue paper in white shirt boxes in the office closet. I haven’t gotten up the nerve to ask for mine. I’m not sure if I can handle having it in my own home. It makes me sad because I know that once it leaves their house it will be over. That those memories of childhood will finally end. That it will mean that we won’t be spending hours and hours piled into the tiny rooms of their house waiting, being forced out of the house to play with something anything.  

When we were little and everyone was there wasn’t enough room for everyone to sleep in the house so there were a few times that we would sleep in the garage. Now let me finish! This garage had wall to wall carpet, a Dearborn heater that we would all sleep in front of.  They would put blankets down across the door so that there were no drafts. My grandparents would  bring in the redwood picnic table and we would eat out there and play games and have fun. I remember many times sitting at the picnic table playing Monopoly and not being old enough to play by myself and being on a team with my cousin Jeffrey and being the horse. I remember that no matter how much we played we never won.  

I don’t remember whether or not the tree was out there or if it was in the living room in the house. I remember playing with our toys out there and how much fun it was.

That room has since been enclosed and turned into a room with a heat/cool unit and a bathroom. It doesn’t feel the same. 

The memories don’t feel the same. 

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Christmas traditions...

I am going to try this since it is the holiday season once again and that means that I am probably going to be limited in the amount of time that I am able to blog. I know that really isn’t an excuse not to blog because if I really wanted to I could make the time to pound out a post every now and then but I just can’t make myself. Today at church we were talking about Christmas traditions and it has really been making me think about what I really remember and look/looked forward to at Christmas.

I have always liked the way that Christmas lights look when the windows are all speckled with raindrops and it just gives the lights a beautiful blurry effect.  The way that they look in photos is always fun and I’m not talking about fancy high speed digital cameras, I’m talking the old school point and shoot cameras that you would have to rewind the film and drop it off at Wal-Mart and come back two weeks later to see your pictures photos. I don’t really care about putting them on the tree or wrapping them in bushes because you just end up freezing in the dark trying to figure out which one isn’t working and causing the complete failure of all your hard work.

I like holiday displays. My favorite is on the south end of a double dead end street in my home town.  (It is on both sides of the main street in our town and they both dead end.) Each of the houses on that block have painted wooden cutouts of cartoon characters in Christmas settings. When I say cutouts I mean there are six or seven per house and on the other side where there are no houses are cutouts of train cars with the matching characters. I think that when a person on the street leaves that the cutouts are gifted to the new homeowners. I am not completely sure because it has been a long time since I  have been down that street at Christmas since it is a dead end it makes it hard to justify going down the street.

One thing that I truly miss about Christmas is the time that I would get to spend with my cousins. When we were little, they lived in South Dakota so it was a big deal when they would come down. It is a ten or twelve hour drive to where we live in Texas and it could be even more I don’t really remember, I only made the trip one time. When we were little there were so many things that I loved about Christmas at Grandma’s, which really is a whole post in itself.

I guess back them it was more that I guess I really didn’t understand the concept of time. Today I am more aware of how little time there is in life and how short twenty-four hours actually is. I know that there are way too many days when twenty-fours in one day just isn’t enough for me to accomplish everything that I need to and this is one of them. Because it then becomes a fight to balance what you have to do in your daily life with those little things that make it all worth living. There are a lot of days when I would really just rather snuggle up on the couch with my husband at night and watch endless hours of Golden Girls reruns and eat jell-o instead of going upstairs to fold laundry or in the kitchen to wash the never ending supply of dirty dishes that find their way into my sink.

Even now as I sit here I know that there are so many other things that I should be doing right now. There are Christmas presents that still need to be wrapped. I need to find a place to put my Christmas tree up so that I can put the gifts under there. I also have to finish my mother-in-law’s present which is on the dining room table half finished. I know that I’ve got to get my stuff together so I can pull out the three sacks of my brother’s t-shirts so that I can start cutting them apart to make him a blanket for graduation. I am hoping that I can make it a little extra special.

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The holiday season...

The holiday season is upon us which only means one thing...cold. Yes it is cold here in Texas we are looking at our first freeze warning tonight. Yes that stinks much more than anything else that is going on and there are lots of things going on right now. I really just don't know what to do right now. I really need to get up and clean but so much of my body is warmed by the couch that if I get up my backside will be quite cold. I had hoped to get my house cleaned before the Thanksgiving holiday and well that didn't happen. Many of my goals have not been lately and it does upset me but I know that I just have to keep working on it and things will finally work out. I know that right now I really should be doing the dishes but I just don't feel like sticking my hands in a sink full of hot soapy water right before I have to go. My lips are already so chapped that even putting any kind of chapstick on them just makes them all slippery and slimy and does nothing to soothe. 

I have two different piles of Christmas gifts that I need to start wrapping but I really haven't gotten to that point because I have to sit on the dirty floor which is also cold and hard. So right now I think that I should probably just stop complaining and get things done around my house. Anyone want to help? I also need to do laundry and I need someone to dust up around the ceiling and underneath my bed. Then they need to find the floor in my spare bedroom as well as get the bed cleaned off. 

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