Summer...

I can't believe that it's almost the end of the summer and well I don't feel like anything has changed. I'm still spinning in the same little circle that I was when it started. It makes me sad. I wish that I could be posting news that was happy or sad but I don't have any. I have pictures to put up but my camera is upstairs and I don't really have the patience to try and deal with the camera and the computer being slow. And outside it's trying to rain which is making my internet go crazy.

I feel all full inside and no way to get it out. I really want to run. To just get out and run until I hurt. I've gotten all numb and that makes me crazy. That I want to run until I hurt just to get to a point where I can feel pain. I'm not sure why feeling numb like that makes me want to run. I don't even run in general. I guess it's really just a way to clear my mind until I can just do something to get it all out in general.

I love the fact that my boss is also my landlord. At times it's a little bit of an annoyance but other times it makes it great. There is a lot going on right now and atleast I can say that it has nothing to do with me. The next thing that I want is for my cousin to put up the fence around the little patch of patio that we have. Eventually I will get up some pics from around the apartment but haven't much had the time.

love ya!

casualty of work...

It was a long day at work and there was a casualty. Hopefully I can get the picture on here before I'm done. We have a problem at work with pens running away. So to alleviate that issue in my office, I took the box of spoons that came with the office and attached them to several of the gimmie pens from the Verizon office. That way no one would take them and if they did, then I would be able to find them.

After a year, the last remaining spoon fell victim to my desk chair. Which is the third one that I've had in the last year. I killed him. He was a good little trooper and he will be missed. I didn't even have the heart to keep the pen. I had to put in him the trash can, which he fought. But he will be missed and I will have to find something else to pass on to the next person to take my place.

love ya!

Frustrated...

Getting a little bit frustrated about everything right now. It just seems like I can't do anything right. Everything is going all to pieces and I can't do anything about it. I guess I should just stop and think about what I really want right now and maybe things will start to look up.

love ya!

happy fourth...

Happy fourth!

There's not much more that I can say today.

Just be careful and have as much fun as possible while being safe.

love ya!